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2011-11-27T05:26:00.000-08:00

Its been so long since I last posted something on my blog :) Feel good to be back here! :) Today was really a very fruitful day spent with my family :) Met yang didi in the afternoon and watch "You are the apple of my eye" at Serangoon Nex :) hahah! interesting movie! :) lunch and chit chat with didi after that :D After that, I had family dinner at home! :D Indeed sunday is not just a sababbth day, but also a family day! :) Thank God :)

2011-10-30T21:48:00.000-07:00

Love never fails

My last 19teen hour (:

2011-10-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

In a hour time i am gonna turn 20 year-old alr! Lots of reflection needed to be done before this hour ends. But just wan t thank all the people and memories I had for the past 19yrs. As I am embarking a new phrase of life in 1hr time, what I can just say that I am gonna change from glory to glory. Want to be even more fervent for God. And also more breakthrough in my life! Of cause also become more prettier lah! :P Hehehe.

Anyway I am getting ready for my 20th life! Cant wait what my future holds! ><

2011-09-17T20:23:00.001-07:00

Didi, I miss you :(

Confidence

2011-09-17T20:15:00.000-07:00

Outfit for service yesterday (:

Really love my outfit for service yesterday. Many people love my new red boots! :D Haha. Thank Jiejie for buying it for me! I really love it! (: Anyway I just feel that a person can only feel confidence at a level he or she feels confortable with right? Seeing my outfit yesterday really come and reminded me that how much I love to dressed funky and loud in e past. I still do now, but still there are some restrictions.. Jiejie also told me that she feel comfortable seeing me wearing like that which is so my style. I really love it a lot! and i feel super confidence at a style like this! :D yah. i think most imptly, just dun lose yourself in pursuring the things you love and chasing for! :D

Dear God

2011-09-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

I pray that for every tears he shed for You, you will double up his joy someday again (:

2011-09-04T10:42:00.000-07:00

前天哥在回家的途中，在地铁说的话让我十分的感动
坚强不辛苦，因为是为了让自己变得更加勇敢
辛苦不累，因为是为了家人而奋斗的力量
从以前的我到现在的我，我不懂我改变了都少
但我不在乎，因为我还是会一直为我所爱的人奋斗下去的！
我还是会很快乐快乐的微笑下去的！
加油！(:

Joy :D

2011-08-30T18:27:00.000-07:00

Memories :D

2011-08-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

Just had a sudden urge to blog right now
Many things happened recently for e past 1mth..
Good or bad, I just want to thank God for it
If without Him, I won't be able to walk this far (:
Sometimes when life gets too hard, hopes get crushed by critisim, dreams strike by reality..
All and all, I still choose to believe
Believe in the impossible
Believe what is unseen
Believe what cannot be felt, nor comprehend
Just believe (:

2011-08-06T22:33:00.000-07:00

For sure I know I will not walk alone for You are with me (:

Tonight

2011-08-06T10:58:00.000-07:00

Lots of things coming up
Assignment due.. busy working.. schedule packed
Gosh.. this can be so discouraging sometimes...
God, i need You to be close with me
Teach me Your ways.
Draw me near to Your embace
I cant take it any longer

2011-07-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

我們都一起微笑吧

2011-07-22T04:52:00.000-07:00

Hahahahaha (:

Oh! went for zone prayer meeting yesterday. Though it was a short meeting, but i was still impacted by what Ian shared. " e highest level of prayer is able to hear His voice " As for me, i want t reach to that level that i can hear God voice clearly talking to me. And i know there's still a long way to go, most importantly is building relationship with Him :D Just wan to get this point clear.

Liwei also talked to e cgc yesterday. She was sharing about the story of a master giving talents to his people. E one who got 5 talents multiple the talents, yet the one with one talent buried it and thinking that he is doing right. But at e end of the day, the master called the one who put the talents in good use a faithful servant, yet the one who buried it was called foolish and unfaithful servant... I learnt something here, faithfulness is really very important.. we have been talking about God wanting to find that one person who is willing... e harvest is plentiful but the labourers are few.. untermost we round back to a conclusion.. "are we willing to step out and go to e extra mile today?" perhaps as i reflect upon my own life, i failed to accomplish this "faithfulness", but as much i can, i just wan to be a lil more faithful lil by lil.. its hard.. yup. very hard. But i also remember that i shared this before during cg meeting that "when you take care of God kingdom, He will take care of your problems" its about trusting and having that mustard seed of faith to overcome. We are born more than a conquerer right? So we will overcome this to whoever I wan to express to :D

Lets love God. Lets love e people unconditionally. Lets choose love :D

Coming Home

2011-07-20T20:20:00.000-07:00

I'm coming home coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
They've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home

What is this feeling of pain or is it shame
Walking alone down this lonely road
How do I stop the rain from falling down from the sky
Straight into my life
Or maybe it will wash away
All the memories
Of how I used to be
Squandering my wealth in wild living
Never giving
Well now I'm ready to go

Remember all the lions prowling 'round me
Wasn't a moment where it was easy
Makin' sure I stayed outta line
Took everything that was mine
But what was even mine to begin with
Now that I've come to my senses
I now see the answers
There's only one way to go

Coming Home - Jayesslee/P.Diddy

2011-07-20T05:58:00.000-07:00

2011-07-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

Aww! Really think tat i got real awesome classmates (:
Firstly one of my grp mate brought donuts frm donut factory for us before class
Then my other classmates cheered for us when our grp are presenting
And during our break, few of my classmates brought some cakes and shared with the rest of us in class (:
Hahha. Feel so blessed! Thank God

Anw. I will improve on myself de (:
Not by me, but by God (:
加油加油！(:

I just need a space to get this thing out

2011-07-12T18:18:00.000-07:00

I just need a space to get this thing out
It has been buzzing inside of me for a few weeks in fact. (argh! hate this emo-feeling :( )
anyway i dun really know what's actually happening to me
all i know i get very paranoid easily recently and going on this rollar coaster ride emotional again and again -.-
i just hope i dun get too irritating in others eyes cus i do feel that i am sometimes
sometimes, i really wish i could quieten down a bit more because all the gaga moments that i need to build up do makes me feel exhuasted sometimes..
i tried to be e best of me, to avail myself more ( ok, i know this is real hard ) and controlling my temper
oh ya! i dun even noe when is e right time for me to show my expressions...
this is getting real difficult yeah?
anyway i just dunnoe wat i am typing.. i just wan t outpour my emotions somewhere at my personal space.
that's why here i am typing all these nonsence -.-
i dun even know which stage i am in now and this is getting more and more frustrating for me...
i just dunnoe what to say... argh! ><
i just dunnoe what i actually want...

:(

Jayesslee in CHC 2 (on 9 Jul 2011)

2011-07-11T09:12:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA!

2011-07-08T05:28:00.000-07:00

I SUDDENLY FEEL SO PROUD TO BE A TWIN TOO AFTER WATCHING JAYESSLE VIDEOS :DDDD HAHAHAHHA. okays. this is so random -.-"

2011-07-08T03:30:00.000-07:00

有時候我想變聰敏點，漂亮點，勇敢點
我不喜歡這種無奈的感覺
會讓我覺得自己好笨，非常。。
我喜歡藍天，我喜歡自然，我喜歡白色，我喜歡海邊，我喜歡微笑，我喜歡。。。
我喜歡，習慣了一個人
這世界不會因為我而方慢它的腳步
一個人也可以很快樂，不是嗎？

在練習一個人

2011-07-07T01:56:00.000-07:00

I guess there is still a lot of things that I need to learn.
Overcome this and that
And sometimes I just want to get out this bustle life I am having in
I just want to find a space that I can be alone and quiet
Tats why I am not afraid of doing things alone
I'm not afraid of being alone
Even it gets lonely and dark sometimes, but still I prefer myself to stay in that lil space of mine
Perhaps its my comfort? Perhaps I should step out of my comfort? Perhaps...

我不孤單
孤單只是, 情緒氾濫

2011-07-06T11:01:00.000-07:00

選擇熱愛生命，我選擇lovr life (:

This little angel of my life

2011-07-05T09:32:00.000-07:00

This little angel of my life

I was very touched when she dropped me a msg just now and asked me whether have I read her blog yet, I replied not yet cus I just reached home from school but will see it soon when I on my com. I wasn't expecting that it will be blogging about me cus I thought she might be sharing her day today with Liwei and Ben at Ikea. But little did I know she blogged about me! :D She may not know, but it really encourages me a lot to be a better person and continue to be a blessing to others. Ha! apart from my craziness, I think the rest about me is still tolerable lah hor? xD Hahaha! Anw hey peiwen! I'm believing your dreams with you! With men it is impossible, but with God, all things are POSSIBLE :D you rocks! continue to stay pretty and bubbly cheerful. You're a blessing in my life too. Thank God I met you :D Stay blissful :D

How true :D

2011-07-04T07:32:00.000-07:00

Kop this tumblr picture from PW blog. Cant help but to agree after reading this. Indeed a relationship really last when God is in the center :D And tats e thing I had been talking about over and over again. If its a lifetime spouse, I really hope we can love and put God first together :D If its a friend or even a family member, I hope that I can help to bring them closer to God everyday :D

With God, all things are made possible. even till a lifetime :D

One moment to believe

2011-07-02T20:33:00.000-07:00

It takes a moment to believe what God can do for me
Also thanks di for being there to guide and help me to understand more of God love and continue to fufill His purpose for me (:
Really thank God for everyday :D
Sometimes it just take a moment to believe what that cannot be seen, cannot be heard and cannot be felt.
He is always there whenever i need Him :D
Thank you Jesus for being here :DD

一颗心的距离

2011-07-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

靜靜隔著　一顆心的距離
交換最真實的情緒
慶幸　太不勇敢的紀念日裡
你曾經　給我多重要的鼓勵

Thank you bestie :D

因為有你

2011-07-01T21:02:00.000-07:00

因為有你我揮別過去
因為有你生命能延續
因為有你我不再有恐懼
心能夠得安息

因為有你罪已得潔淨
因為有你恩典豐沛如雨
因為有你生命有新旋律
你已釋放我心

因為有你軟弱的能剛強
因為有你破碎的能歌唱
因為有你心中充滿盼望
我能活出夢想

無盡的愛毫無保留
主你寶血為我而流
如今我能得著自由
因耶穌拯救我